The deal was, you be quiet, I let you stay.

No, this place is a mess.

I'm not sure I can think in a place this messy.

When a child is three years old, a parent's love is everything.

So, if you're worthy, if your father loves you, you get to stay alive.

Yes.

So, all this time, ever since you were demoted from captain, ever since you started losing, the three-year-old part of you has been desperate for your attention, screaming at you to stop losing, trying like hell to save your life.

It's the three-year-old who can't stop running, Maya.

It's the three-year-old who won't let you sleep.

It's the three-year-old who pushes everyone away, who tried to tell you that you had to stop.

I miss my wife.

I love my wife.

I know.

So what do I do?

What do I do?

You need to tell the three-year-old that she can rest now.

That she's allowed to rest.

You need to tell her that you love her and that you've got her no matter what.

that she doesn't live with daddy anymore, that she's safe, that she's lovable.

But hey, look, a deal's a deal.